circles.

college graduations are eh. what now? more of the same. just coasting.
middle school graduations are too frivolous.
but high school grad is the best. tears. drama. originality through shirts and ties. the deluded notion that 'best friends forever' doesnt really mean 'until you get a boyfriend'- too good.

its fucked up how virtually impossible it is to escape the label youre given at a young age. gold cords will always be gold cords. class clowns will always be class clowns. quiet and shy people will always disappear for a couple of months only to be spotted at the mall with bigger boobs and newfound confidence. wait, wha?

funerals suck. too much for me. awkward silence that gives way to a tentative hug. ahhh. its not about the person in the coffin (theres a reason). we are crying for the people who are still alive, right? YES. remember that.

beginnings and endings. my life right now.

one more time. so as an adult, you cant ask her best friend if she likes you? that sucks.

wow. i blinked and here i am.

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"you can use visa at coffee bean? i thought you can only use credit cards at starbucks because they sell, like, cds and stuff."